This only happens to people that have a perfectionist nature, are strict and always care for others before they bother about themselves.
Sometimes perfectionism can work against you Matt, and gives a lot of stress. Of course your kits will be missed but better the kits than yourself
, I think everybody can agree on that. Take care and enjoy the hobby from now on without that annoying little man
screaming in your head that you can not relax because you still have 1000 things to do first.